financial kesesakan~

saya dalam kesesakan sekarang~

okay, saya tengah bersesak duit kerana duit PTPTN yang tidak seberapa tidak masuk-masuk lagi dalam Bank Islam saya.

bapak saya juga tengah bersesak juga dan terporak peranda akaun Bank BSN nye, dan tidak mempunyai peluang untuk membank-in kan duit yang tengah serabai dalam akaun beliau ke dalam akaun saya.

disebabkan perkara ini, saya mengalami keadaan di mana budget yang telah dirancang 100% telah lari daripada pelan asal.huhu

kenapa kerajaan tidak menyedari kelewatan memasukkan duit pinjaman pelajar-pelajar universiti akan menyebabkan masalah yang besar kepada pelajar-pelajar tersebut??

kenapa kerajaan tidak menyedari kelewatan memasukkan duit pinjaman pelajar-pelajar universiti akan menyebabkan pelajar-pelajar kurang pandai dan lemah daya ingatan?? ini kerana, pada pemerhatian saya, seorang rakan serumah saya yang bernasib sama seperti saya telah membeli berpeket-peket mee maggi untuk dijadikan hidangan seharian nya. mee maggi menjimatkan kewangan para pelajar tetapi akan melemahkan daya ingatan para pelajar. tidakkah nanti perkara sebegini akan memberi kesan terhadap prestasi pembelajaran para pelajar yang akan memimpin negara kita?? huhu (macam ahli politik pulak memberi ceramah) hehe

sekarang, in conclusion, bila duit saya mau masuk?? walaupun duit tersebut tidaklah banyak sangat, tetapi ia akan mengurangkan bebanan pemikiran kepada sesetangah para pelajar universiti.

sekian,

ntah pape ak merepek~ngeee...

continuing photos from my 2009 holidays~

OPKOM @ Kg Tebuk Mufrad, Sabak Bernam.

this is iman and huda~the comel2 cucu angkat..eh?? cucu kah??

diana and me during clinical~

husna wif scandalaousnye, bobob (nama bobo masa OPKOM), diana and aisyah~

dimanakah saya berada??

Air Terjun Chamang, Bentong @ OPKOM di rumah Ada. hehehe

masak2 ayam bersama-sama, makan2 kita dalam air~

kami semua sudah mandi, sejuknye air~huhuhu

obviously, they are very happy especially siti nurdiana yusop~

cepat2 kwn2, sape berani sentuh ammar yg busuk itu???hehehe

foto ini diambil semasa kami ingin pulang semula ke KL~

bye bye Rumah ADA~

Photos @ Langkawi are not enough, so i adding more photos~yoshaaa~

kami di Gua Kelawar~

kami berada di Sangkar Ikan~ note that there is en nizam behind us~

we are heading to Cable Car~

here yeah!, i`m at the Cable Car Station~

we are in the Cable Car right now, wif husna PDR and kak Dayah yg suka buli husna OPTO~

in front of us, there are husna, dila and ET (not esotropia but Ezzati Tarmidi, hehe)

the next day, we are going to Dataran Lang~taking many pictures and having fun together~

this one, we are going to Island Hopping~Pulau Beras Basah and Pulau Dayang Bunting~

i'm having fun wif dila, mandi-manda at Pulau Dayang Bunting~very deep inside the lake~ohoho

the last day, we are at the Jetty Point, ready to be leaving Pulau Langkawi~

alrite, bye bye Pulau Langkawi~love as much as a mountain this picture~

that's all about my vacation during 2009...really-really enjoyed~

~opkom>sg gabai>putrajaya>langkawi>bentong~

these are the photos from my 2009 holidays...very fun and enjoyed~

first, OPKOM at kg Tebuk Mufrad > 14-17 Disember 2009
 ok...i found out in laptop dila, but i didnt find any..hoho.

give a very thanks to my adopt mum, Pn Zainah Sidek 4 taking care of me~

second, picnic at Sg Gabai with my best friends and including Zaid and his friends.

 third place is the putrajaya, the same day at sg gabai~

i love all my bestfriends~ thanx to dila, diana and husna~you all cheering my life~

alright, now we going to langkawi~ just me, dila n husna.

last place is the bentong, rumah ADA...extremely best...very very very enjoyed and have fun wif all my opto 3rd friends and Zaid, the only 4th yr.

 Air Terjun Chamang is the bestest~

cannot upload the photos~ohoho..

these are the places that i have been in the 2009 year~such a wonderful year~

losing sweetheart~

to the truth without feeling nothing, i`ve lost everything.
okay, now my laptop has been missing and also my camera.
i stay to be cool..but i'm still upset.
now i'm using husna's laptop
this incident happened when the holiday, i was at home.
some stupid house breaker came to my house and that time..
we were not in the house, we were going to Dungun.
and i left my laptop at home.

i'm really hope that my laptop given back to me.
and i really have nothing with me.
however, i learned something,

just follow your first instinct because the first instinct is always true

i try to have another laptop.
but i need times.

~be happy~

Life is Just a Bowl of Cherries,

Sometimes It's afraid Filled with Worries

Don't be afraid, When Things Go Wrong, Just be Strong.

When Thing Seems up in the Air,

And Everything is so Unfair,

And You Stumble and Fall

Just Pick Yourself up and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,

Just Remember One Thing, My Friend.

When You're Under a Cloud

Just Visit Music and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,

Just Remember that I'm Here to Stay.

Don't You Give up, Keep Your Chin up,

And Be Happy!

this is mocca song, happy~ it always cheers me up, 

gives me strength especially in exam season~

be happy to all my friends~

aTTeNTioN pLeAse~

sekarang, i will announce the result of my clinical exam @ NV3054 @ Kaedah Klinik Primer III.

name: SITI IDAYU ZULKIFLE

matric no: A118152

nampak tak??? kalau merah opkos la failed..kena repeat..

x clear sangat kan?

okay, this one look better, but i think still the same. obviously, i memang tak pandai amik gambo.

okay, sekarang check A118152, lulus ke failed??

lulus, lulus, lulus, lulus, failed.

satu failed, as expected, i failed for the visual field. oh man!..i need to repeat this thursday.

but its okay, yang lain semua passed~alhamdullillah~

otsukare deshita~

exam~papadom~

okay, first thing first, i feel veryveryvery relieved my clinical exam was over.

okay, now we talk about the exam this morning.

i wake up at 0645am, very early in the morning, (usually klau class start kol 0800am pun, bgun plg awal kul 0700am la). so ni kira sy sgt bersemangat nak exam la...urm..(study kira okay la, semalam dah buat demo ngan husna.)

then, about 0800am i arrived at the clinic, and get ready for the exam.

ok, xbest la story pasal b4 the exam...now kt story masa exam la..

mula2, saya bersama-sama partner saya (si alaniah) masuk ke stesen 1 iaitu stesen keratometer.(ni bkn stesen mcm stesen keretapi ktm ke monorail ke putra ke LRT ke)

okay, kami masuk sahaja, cik fatimah tanya nama dan no matrik then she said~siti idayu, u do first.

okay fine, sayakan tgh bersemangat kan nak exam...dgn penuh keyakinan buat la kerato mcm biasa..semua prosedur buat dgn baik..

dah lebih 5min kot(masa yg diberi adalah 10min shj utk setiap stesen keretapi tu), sy xjumpa2 mire imagenye...ooooo...sgt cuak dah masa tu...

pastu sy kuatkan hati....come on ayu...u can do it...then last2 i got the mire...fuh...lega....ohoho

stesen keretapi yang kedua adalah binocular indirect opthalmoscopy (BIO). lepas je saya dan si alaniah ni keluar drp stesen 1 td, saya dipanggil berseorangan untuk masuk ke stesen ke2.

okay, stesen ini penyelia dia adalah puan laila, dan saya masih lagi dalam zon berkeyakinan (walaupun x mahir sgt buat BIO) ahha~

urm...kat stesen ni sy x pasti boleh pass atau x kerana kakak2 senior saya yang baikhati dan murah ilmu cakap x semestinya kt rs blh buat dgn baik..kuar result tgk gagal~w.t.point??kan kan?

okay, lepas stesen keretapi BIO, saya amik pulak tren ke tangent screen~VF, owh...this one makes me feel veryveryvery down. mula2 dr rokiah suruh saya periksa illumination level untuk bilik pemeriksaan tu...then sy amik la alat tu..(actually saya mmg x pandai guna, tapi saya pernah guna sekali dulu)...tapi dr ro ckp ni mesti x pernah guna..dan x pernah praktis..ohoho..

keyakinan diri terus menjunam ke angka minus, tsk tsk..

selepas tu, saya sudah mula lost utk meneruskan ujian tersebut. sepatutnya occlude mata kiri patient, saya x occlude..satu kesilapan.

jarak patient dgn chart juga x kira~satu lagi kesilapan.

sepanjang berada di stesen keretapi tersebut, ade saje kesilapan yang saya buat.

sudah2...tanak cite dah pasal stesen ni...the worst stesen yang saya buat.

saya masuk stesen tonometer, nak check tekanan dalam mata patient.

sedikit kurang keyakinan, tapi saya buat dengan baik la..(ni la stesen yang plg baik kot)

but, at last saya ditengking oleh en harimi ~U NAK I FAILKAN U KE???~...ini kerana saya tersyilap cakap dekat si alaniah masa dia tgh buat mata saya. TERSENTAK GILER~stesen ni pun saya yang kena buat dulu, masuk2 je en harimi ckp ~ok..alaniah jd subjek dulu, idayu buat~ tp sy x kesah.

yang kesahnya, lpas je abis buat tono tu. keluar je dr bilik, airmataku mencurah curah menuruni pipiku yang comel ini~haha

ok, last stesen, slit lamp examination dgn Prof Haliza. this stesen saya buat dengan baik jugak la..

urm...mata sedikit merah masa buat ujian ni sbb baru je lpas crycrycry td..tak pasal2 hyperemia mataku jadik grade1...hehe

so, the conclusion is...kita tunggu je la result kuar...yang mana x pass kena repeat balik..huhu~

wait and see ya~

tawakkal saje kpd Allah~

lpas abis exam je...saya sama kwn2 baik sy pg tgk PAPADOM~

sgt besh..klakar giler...sedih smp crycrycry lagi (pesal ari ni sng sgt ak crycrycry ek)...puas hati...ilang tension exam~suka~