losing sweetheart~

to the truth without feeling nothing, i`ve lost everything.
okay, now my laptop has been missing and also my camera.
i stay to be cool..but i'm still upset.
now i'm using husna's laptop
this incident happened when the holiday, i was at home.
some stupid house breaker came to my house and that time..
we were not in the house, we were going to Dungun.
and i left my laptop at home.

i'm really hope that my laptop given back to me.
and i really have nothing with me.
however, i learned something,

just follow your first instinct because the first instinct is always true

i try to have another laptop.
but i need times.

~be happy~

Life is Just a Bowl of Cherries,

Sometimes It's afraid Filled with Worries

Don't be afraid, When Things Go Wrong, Just be Strong.

When Thing Seems up in the Air,

And Everything is so Unfair,

And You Stumble and Fall

Just Pick Yourself up and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,

Just Remember One Thing, My Friend.

When You're Under a Cloud

Just Visit Music and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,

Just Remember that I'm Here to Stay.

Don't You Give up, Keep Your Chin up,

And Be Happy!

this is mocca song, happy~ it always cheers me up, 

gives me strength especially in exam season~

be happy to all my friends~

aTTeNTioN pLeAse~

sekarang, i will announce the result of my clinical exam @ NV3054 @ Kaedah Klinik Primer III.

name: SITI IDAYU ZULKIFLE

matric no: A118152

nampak tak??? kalau merah opkos la failed..kena repeat..

x clear sangat kan?

okay, this one look better, but i think still the same. obviously, i memang tak pandai amik gambo.

okay, sekarang check A118152, lulus ke failed??

lulus, lulus, lulus, lulus, failed.

satu failed, as expected, i failed for the visual field. oh man!..i need to repeat this thursday.

but its okay, yang lain semua passed~alhamdullillah~

otsukare deshita~

exam~papadom~

okay, first thing first, i feel veryveryvery relieved my clinical exam was over.

okay, now we talk about the exam this morning.

i wake up at 0645am, very early in the morning, (usually klau class start kol 0800am pun, bgun plg awal kul 0700am la). so ni kira sy sgt bersemangat nak exam la...urm..(study kira okay la, semalam dah buat demo ngan husna.)

then, about 0800am i arrived at the clinic, and get ready for the exam.

ok, xbest la story pasal b4 the exam...now kt story masa exam la..

mula2, saya bersama-sama partner saya (si alaniah) masuk ke stesen 1 iaitu stesen keratometer.(ni bkn stesen mcm stesen keretapi ktm ke monorail ke putra ke LRT ke)

okay, kami masuk sahaja, cik fatimah tanya nama dan no matrik then she said~siti idayu, u do first.

okay fine, sayakan tgh bersemangat kan nak exam...dgn penuh keyakinan buat la kerato mcm biasa..semua prosedur buat dgn baik..

dah lebih 5min kot(masa yg diberi adalah 10min shj utk setiap stesen keretapi tu), sy xjumpa2 mire imagenye...ooooo...sgt cuak dah masa tu...

pastu sy kuatkan hati....come on ayu...u can do it...then last2 i got the mire...fuh...lega....ohoho

stesen keretapi yang kedua adalah binocular indirect opthalmoscopy (BIO). lepas je saya dan si alaniah ni keluar drp stesen 1 td, saya dipanggil berseorangan untuk masuk ke stesen ke2.

okay, stesen ini penyelia dia adalah puan laila, dan saya masih lagi dalam zon berkeyakinan (walaupun x mahir sgt buat BIO) ahha~

urm...kat stesen ni sy x pasti boleh pass atau x kerana kakak2 senior saya yang baikhati dan murah ilmu cakap x semestinya kt rs blh buat dgn baik..kuar result tgk gagal~w.t.point??kan kan?

okay, lepas stesen keretapi BIO, saya amik pulak tren ke tangent screen~VF, owh...this one makes me feel veryveryvery down. mula2 dr rokiah suruh saya periksa illumination level untuk bilik pemeriksaan tu...then sy amik la alat tu..(actually saya mmg x pandai guna, tapi saya pernah guna sekali dulu)...tapi dr ro ckp ni mesti x pernah guna..dan x pernah praktis..ohoho..

keyakinan diri terus menjunam ke angka minus, tsk tsk..

selepas tu, saya sudah mula lost utk meneruskan ujian tersebut. sepatutnya occlude mata kiri patient, saya x occlude..satu kesilapan.

jarak patient dgn chart juga x kira~satu lagi kesilapan.

sepanjang berada di stesen keretapi tersebut, ade saje kesilapan yang saya buat.

sudah2...tanak cite dah pasal stesen ni...the worst stesen yang saya buat.

saya masuk stesen tonometer, nak check tekanan dalam mata patient.

sedikit kurang keyakinan, tapi saya buat dengan baik la..(ni la stesen yang plg baik kot)

but, at last saya ditengking oleh en harimi ~U NAK I FAILKAN U KE???~...ini kerana saya tersyilap cakap dekat si alaniah masa dia tgh buat mata saya. TERSENTAK GILER~stesen ni pun saya yang kena buat dulu, masuk2 je en harimi ckp ~ok..alaniah jd subjek dulu, idayu buat~ tp sy x kesah.

yang kesahnya, lpas je abis buat tono tu. keluar je dr bilik, airmataku mencurah curah menuruni pipiku yang comel ini~haha

ok, last stesen, slit lamp examination dgn Prof Haliza. this stesen saya buat dengan baik jugak la..

urm...mata sedikit merah masa buat ujian ni sbb baru je lpas crycrycry td..tak pasal2 hyperemia mataku jadik grade1...hehe

so, the conclusion is...kita tunggu je la result kuar...yang mana x pass kena repeat balik..huhu~

wait and see ya~

tawakkal saje kpd Allah~

lpas abis exam je...saya sama kwn2 baik sy pg tgk PAPADOM~

sgt besh..klakar giler...sedih smp crycrycry lagi (pesal ari ni sng sgt ak crycrycry ek)...puas hati...ilang tension exam~suka~

saya punye~

see?i have my jajasan~

when googling, i found this~

sedih~

saya sgt sedih.

naim cannot sit for the exam, he cannot move his fingers well to write.

and also he always vomit.

for this time, he missed his English paper 2 and Science paper this afternoon.

sad and worried~

some pics of the comel2 azeem~

the comel2 azeem one~

the comel2 azeem two~

the comel2 azeem three wif the handsome2 akim

the comel2 azeem four~

the first and the last comot2 azeem

i'm worried~

'x dgr kata mak' makhluk

because of him...i'm worried.

this my mischievous, naughty, 'x dgr kata mak', kaki rempit brother was in an accident this evening.

and know what, he had an fractures in his arms, elbow and also the shoulder.

i just had my meeting with my fellow colleagues in order to arrange a 'majlis ramah mesra' @jamuan raya la kononnya.

after that, i got my mak phone call, she told me about the this 'x dgr kata mak' makhluk involved in an accident this evening.

he and his friend, unknown name rode my bapak motorcycle to send his unknown friend perhaps home..and unfortunately crashed...dush..dush..toing~

when i think it back, this makhluk yg 'xdgr kata mak' ni need to have that lesson in his 'xdgr kata mak' behaviour...urm that's right~

i just pray that he 'll become well sooner and nothing worse happened to him.

and also 'x dgr kata mak' makhluk become 'dgr kata mak' makhluk pulak~

amiin~

there are some i think the most, i care the most, and i love the most

dena, dila, husna, dan saya

the comel2 azeem

the whole family without my comel2 azeem~

kimi o i shiteru~ mak ngan ayah sy

first tyme~

ohohoho..

hajimemashita...

this is my first post..

urm...what to say??

owh...i'm the smiling one with a white darlie teeth..gives thanx to darlie~

this pic taken at the hale's kitchen, plaza rah~

besides me, that is dila~ one of my closest friend~

actually, i have no experience in writing..and hopefully you will enjoy this unperfect blog~ohoho

omedetto ayu!!